I'm currently waitting for my video to load :D
You know what I'm watching?
BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS~!!!
Haha, I agree with Young Eun.
They are good looking xDDDD
I watched the first episode only, but I already know I'll enjoy the show :D

I like the cast for the taiwanese version too.
Though in the drama, they looked kinda weird; long hair -.-
Now, they look really better xP
I like the taiwan ver. of this drama too x)


I don't like the Japanese ver. the most.
They look old.
And the main guy looks like he went for plastic surgery.
No offence.
I only watched the movie, and it was ok ok.

I took the train with my family to IKEA today :D
I kinda like IKEA now xD
Cheap ice cream xP 1 yuan only!!!
Then the hotdog also damn nice xD
Bought lots of things xD
I love the Kid's section the most :D
But s'pore's kid section nice xD
Have slide :D
But over here, have play area xD
Everything was so cute there (x
Stuff toys xD!!!
Baby stuff were so nice :D
I now have a lamp :D
White one ^^
The candles are yummy :D
Well, they SMELL yummy xD
Berry scented!
There was also fruits, rose, cakes etc
So nice la~
Ate meatballs and potato for dinner.
Rocks to the core!






And I'm so pro :D
I installed the webcam with CHINESE instructions xD
lol, but there were pics to help too :X
nvm, I'm still good :D

OMG.
My blog doesn't look nice D:
Dunno what's wrong with the profile part T.T
And I forgot my cbox acc -.-
haiyo D:!!!
Go back to school then ask you guys for help xP




aileen :D!

My 101 post! :D
I need to change skin :X
Especially since it doesn't make sense to my current situation :X
I'm gonna get a happy kinda skin x)
Cause I need and have to be happy !

bored now.
stupid comp's msn can't work!
dumdum.

hai, I miss you guys D:
But glad that Young Eun is back already! :D
Now waiting for Kimberly to come back so that we can go buy our earrings xD
And, Sarah, I want you to come back xD!
Then we can all go out together :D
Though we need other shopping malls beside Brilliance -.-

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Now I know my Abc, next time won't you sing with me :D!


I sing that when I'm bored xD




aileen!:D

I'm bored.
I have decided to add pics! :D
We were young and innocent!
And we still are :D
Look at Alison and Regina! :D
When I go back to s'pore, I'll put one of Ruben xD

All at Mirama (:

MUACKZ! :D

Only 52 more days till I'm 14!
Haha, I know some of you will say that I'm crazy, but I really like birthdays (:
Last year's birthday was great x)
When my friends wished me I felt really happy x)
And I still do :D
But many things have happened since I turned 13:X
Serious.
I think once you become a teenager, things like those happen...
Kinda scary.

One moment I was a care free 12 year old girl having my 2 bestas in xh, and the next thing I know, I became a S1, I needed to go to a new campus, I was in a different class from my 2 bestas, I had to make friends with people I never knew. But you know what, it was great. It was great meeting new friends and becoming closer to those I wasn't close to in P5 and P6.

In the beginning of the year, I was always saying how it sucked that I was placed in a different class from my 2 best friends, how I wanted to change to Ruby so badly cause I didn't really know anyone. So the first few months were a bit tough. But afterthat, I got through it. (: I made so many new friends and I finally felt comfortable x) It rocked!

lol and I also remembered how I felt that my cca sucked, but later on, when everyone was so much closer, we talked the whole lesson xDDD And that time during class, I made one very good friend (: Who always seem to make me laugh all the time. Thanks for partnering me though I was a girl xD haha, its good that you're not sexist xD I started to tell you all my secrets and what was going on, and you would tell me things too x) haha and you asked me why girls like branded stuff xD you said it was just a brand. girls are like that I guess :X oh and that time when all of them said that they were plotting a plan against me D= and you agreed to walk downstairs with me x) Thank you~ (: I don't think I can ever lose you. I don't even wanna think of that day that I might lose you...cause I think my heart will just sink.

Then S2 started. It started out really sucky. I had that really horrible *******. September had to be the worst month ever. We were in different classes T.T at that time, I really did wish that we would be in the same class (: Things would be different, it would seem just like in S1 ! :D We seldom spoke to each other, other than those times we saw each other in the corridor, staffroom etc~ Thanks to msn, we were still good friends xD lol, everytime we talked we would be laughing xD I still remember that convo :D

But that convo started to give me new.....********. I forgot about every other person. Slowly, I really started to ____ ___ ___. when I see you, I started to see you differently. I think you kinda changed. It was no more of that person I saw you last year. The laughing was still there but in 3 months, you really changed :X Damn, I really did ____ ___ __. One day, I remember telling kim about it, she laughed T.T She said the reason was that she was glad :X ... And on that sunday, I really had to tell already. I couldn't take it anymore. I was so nervous D: But I still laughed T.T
The next day, Kim dragged me to the gym. I nearly died T.T really. But I couldn't do it. So I said after school. When I wanna do smt, I DO IT. so after school, I did. And at first, it was so weird T.T My mind was just blank :X Then you said it. I was smiling like an idiot to myself. xD But you know what, that was the best day of my life!!!~ I couldn't believe it. I was so lucky. (: haha then the next day, kim told me. I was blank again :X Only when I returned to the bus and everything struck to me. I WAS SUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my ans of course yes lol. And on thursday, (wed was the nervous day and planning day -.-) kim told you. when I was standing right there T.T Kim is always like that T.T but on that evening, I was really really happy...^-^ And everything just started to unfold. I really felt comfortable and I was feeling really happy. Super Duper Ultra Mega =P


Now...everything is over. But I hope that our friendship will always stay, and that things will just be like last time. But I feel that I'm getting kinda confused. How was it like last year? I still feel as if that was still happening. You act as if nothing has happened, like nothing has changed. I really don't know. Or perhaps its just me. I am the one who is causing the tension for my own self. I don't think I can bring myself to forget you yet. But I hope that things quickly become like how it was in S1 (: I will never forget you you know =P




Sorry that this is really long :X
I just started writing and writing...
Hopefully you guys didn't read all.
You might not return to my blog ever again lol








aileen! :D

Jade Garden was dead boring.
Regret going there T.T
It was so crowded with people smoking.
I just bathed ):
People just shoved me around.
My dad was forcing my sis and I to take pics which we refused.
So he just annoyed us by taking pics when we aren't looking.
..............................!
Good thing was my dad bought my sis and I dougnuts which were so delicious :D
My mum said that she bought them before and I didn't eat them...:X
Next time I'll definitely eat :D

Oh there was a shop which looked really sweet and innocent.
Until my sis pointed out that they were selling condoms... D:
And those cute things which could move from side to side,
the head was a condom! D:
I went inside the store, and saw that they were selling condoms in different flavours T.T
Suddenly, the store didn't seem that innocent. ):










Now, I'm just scared to be alone with my mum.
In case she gives me the talk.I really shouldn't have asked her about that...knowing her past reaction. I thought friends were ok? I guess now its not. I'm scared that she wouldn't trust me now... I guess I'll just have to wait till I'm 17. My mum may seem really mean and fierce to you but she really isn't. I don't blame her for doing this, I don't feel angry or anything. She just wants to protect me cause she loves me too much (: That part I understand but I'm just scared she wouldn't trust me. Cause I wouldn't do anything to disappoint my mum. or my dad. I think they prefer me as a 7 year old. I'm sure my dad does. During dinner, he still gives me food when its right infront of me -.- Love is really strong right? But I just hope that they'll also realise that I'm growing already. I'm not 7 years old anymore. I'm gonna be 14 in less than 2 months. And even though I'm 14, I'm not gonna do anything stupid or crazy. I'm willing to listen to them. I'm not gonna get a boyfriend. I'm not gonna go out with guys if I'm gonna be the only girl around. I'm just gonna be the girl who will work hard to get into a good school and in the future, a good uni. A bf can be after I'm 17. :D




aileen (:


Its definitely impossible.

dadadadada.
lol, I'm bored now.
Waiting to go out! :D
I think I'm going to Jade Garden first then later going to Super Brand Mall~! :D
Yay xD
I wanna go back to that shop :D

AHHHHHHHHHH
My nails look weird.
Cause the stupid nail polish keeps getting removed :X
Maybe I didn't let it dry properly D:
nvm, I like the color :D
PURPLE! :D
Dark purple (:

I wanna eat dairy queen later...
Hopefully my parents will let me eat.
I'm feeling cold now T^T
I need heat.
The heater isn't switched on...
My righr hand is so freaking cold now T.T
Cause I use my right hand to handle the mouse xD

hai, I'm bored! D:
I wanna go back to S'pore be feel warm!
I wanna eat!
I wanna see my friends!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm cyber screaming.




aileen :D!~


MUACKZ !

I'm bored.
I'm starting to think to much again.
Whoever is reading this, please do not spread or say anything I write here.
I'm so stupid.
Telling myself that wouldn't change anything.
I wanna know what you're thinking.
Forgotten me already..........?
Not that it matters anymore...
我还是傻傻的喜欢你。
我还是无法忘记你。

哭不是办法，那我还要做什么呢？

This time, I wanna tell you so bad.
But I can't.
Cause I know nothing will change.
And I'll just be a burden to you.

Okay...nvm.

*mum hands me angpao*
Mum: 'Wish you study harder and be in good health'

One second later...
Mum:'Wish that you don't have a boyfriend again.'



That's what my mum said when she handed me my angpao.

Anyone have anything to say about it?
Cause I know I don't.

Who knows?
Maybe 20 years later and if I'm single, she'll probably hand me the angpao and say 'Quickly get married.'

Age matters in my family.

Happy Chinese New Year~! (:

恭喜发财
红包拿来
没有红包
给你Blackeye

hehe, that's what some of us say in S'pore :D
Okay la, this is the one I really wanna wish to all my precious family and friends x)

恭喜发财
万事如意
身体健康
学业进步
永远快乐
给我笑容
^-^
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Today I'm just gonna stay home.
Do hw? That's what my dad wants me to do ):
Its CNY! D=
Not fair la.
I wanna go shop at Super Brand Mall.
Buy clothes :D!

Yesterday's Reunion dinner was nice :D
Ate alot.
My dessert was the oreo thing xD
I want ice cream ):
haiyo....this year's cny so sad.
I wanna go to my ah ma's house...
Normally my family goes there.
I remember it was always so crowded during cny.
Then we would watch movies, eat and drink, play blackjack, mahjong etc.
This year nothing ):
Next year, I'll definitely be back so we can all do those things (:
But sad at the same time -.-

Anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, going out with Kim on wednesday to buy earrings at qi pu lu :D
Hope they don't ketok us. :X
My mummy said MUST BARGAIN >< :D
Or else when I go home, my parents will definitely give me a lecture on saving money T.T

Can't wait to go back to school.
So glad we're gonna miss monday xD
But thursday got double eng and double math -.-

nvm think happy things!
I'll get to see all of you again! :D
I won't be bored to death at home.














aileen! :D
开心开心~!
加油啦.





Thank you God for giving me my friends and family ^-^

Happy Birthday Claudia!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!
My besta is 14 years old :D
She is now 14 years and 9 minutes old :D

Kim came up with the idea of both of us wishing her together :D
5 minutes before Claud's birthday, we got into a convo and counted down xD
And then it was finally 12:00!!!
So excited ><
:D
Wished my besta a happy birthday :D
May A.C.K be together always (:

I remember Claudia's birthday last last year (:
She was 12 :D
She had a party at her house xD
It was fun (:
Christine was still there at that time...
At the dinner table, many of them were playing game boy xD

Last year, Claud was back in singapore already.
THIS YEAR, kim and I managed to wish her together (:!!!


So once again,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDIA!!!~ :D

Aileen&Kimberly loves you (:
wo ai ni xDDD

<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333



I feel so happy now (:!
Claudia, be happy too :D
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Its my Besta's birthday tomorrow :D
Claudia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Miss you ):
She is my best friend since P5 (:
I remember showing her around the school when she just came x)
I think she came 2 weeks after me.
Or maybe one month...
And I also remember that in P6, she sat behind me.
Everytime she called me and I told her to wait,
she would poke me ><
I miss those times ):
When we were still in xh, her bus was parked next to mine :D
Then we would wave each other goodbye :D
We would also sms in the bus :D
Sometimes the whole journey! :D
Those were the times which my phone needed more money :X
For my 12th birthday, you gave me a tamagotchi (:
I still have it!
It has a balloon design ! :D
So nice ^^
Then during lunch time,
A.C.K would always go to the playground and hang around by that thing which you stand on.
It was really fun ^^
I think we would try to get from one to the another xD
I have a pic of you covered up by your jacket holding your hp and Kim did a 'YO' sign xD
Then we had the Fruit Basket craze, you bought so many and you would always share with me and kim (:
There was a time in p6, I invited you guys over :D
Kim and I managed to convince you to sleep over xDDD
It was so fun.
But I slept first :X
And the three of you took a pic of me when I slept! ><
But I deleted it D:
At the sun island trip,
that was the time we started playing stress xDDDD
We played till very late at night with Christine and Kim (:
All the lights were switiched off as we feared Mr Chan would come back again xP
When we chat online,
you would always end with 'See ya, Wouldn't wanna be ya' (:
You probably forgotten already but I haven't (x
Then I would say 'See ya later Alligator' :D
You were always the happy and cheery one :D
Always so positive xD
Claudia Cheng M** K** (I know how you didn't like when we said your whole name xD)
Anyway, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BESTA :D
Wherever we go and no matter the distance between us,
I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU (:!
Cause you have always been there for me :)
Making jokes, rhyming poems xD
Next time when I get married, you will be one of my bridesmaid! :D
Must make a speech too xD
Kim will be making one too xD
Even though you're in s'pore and I'm in shanghai, we're still best friends (:
lol, and we don't really talk much online either xD
But when we hang out together, to me it feels just like old times (:
Except no DinoKim D:
So Claw/Cloud, I wanna wish you a

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're 14!
The oldest among A.C.K xD
Wish you all the best in everything you do (:
Most importantly, be happy ! (:
I'll always be your besta x)

Happy Birthday~! (:


Okay, see ya lata Alligator! :D



Love,
Aileen from A.C.K :D

AHHH!
I'm so bored now.
Today I woke up at 12 :x
Damn late T.T
Watched Friends, ate, watched friends.
Cleared my room! :D
So proud xD
But still a lil' messy T.T
Then did math :D
haha wonder what's so happy about it :X
There were some questions which I don't know how to do but I don't wanna think about it T.T
When online after that but so few ppl offline ):
Watched Ugly Betty.
Bathe. The water rocks. Burns my skin x)
haha sounds emo :x
Ate dinner.
Went to watch more U.B
Now comp.
This is boring.
I NEED SINGAPORE.
I NEED FOOD.
I NEED REGINA AND RUBEN.
I NEED THE HOT WEATHER IN SINGAPORE.
I NEED SHORT SLEEVES, SHORTS, SKIRTS.
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING.
I NEED TO SEE MY FRIENDS.
I NEED TO GO MAD THOUGH I THINK I ALREADY AM.
I NEED TO TALK TO PEOPLE.
I NEED EAST COAST BEACH.
I NEED TO SEE MY GONNA-BE-BORN-SOON NEPHEW!
I NEED TO SWIM.
I NEED SAND.
I NEED PHILIPPINES.
I NEED TO EAT HALO HALO.
I NEED TO TAKE THE TRICYCLE.
I NEED THE JEEPNEY.
I NEED TO SEE MY RELATIVES.
I NEED TO GO TO THE BEACH NEAR MY AH GONG'S HOUSE.
I NEED TO EAT PANSIT.
I NEED TO EAT THAT DESSERT I LOVE.
I NEED FILIPINO FOOD.
I NEED SPRING.
I NEED FEBRUARY 26.
I NEED FOR TIME TO SLOW DOWN.
I NEED TO SEE THE SUNRISE AND SUNSET.
I NEED TO RELAX.
I NEED TO DO SOME VOLUNTEER WORK.
I NEED TO EAT CHOCOLATES.
I NEED TO GO TO SINGAPORE LA.

I decided to end there.
Cause I'll just end up writing about ______.
Yes, fill in the blank yourself -.-

You know what?
I'm thinking of going to Hai Sing Catholic :D
Join Regina there xD
And Ruben when he goes there next year :D
It'll be so cool right? :D
People must be envious of how close we all are xPPP
Wait, does that mean I'll be horny everyday? :O
OMG.
Ha.
I won't let myself.
Regina likes to purposely do sick things to let me think sick -.-
Mean right.
Then she'll just act innocent and give me that look.

I'M GOING BACK TO SINGAPORE FOR GOOD PEOPLE.
AFTER THIS FREAKING ACADEMIC YEAR.
I HATE TO TALK ABOUT THIS.
I tell my sis to shut up when she talks about it.
Its TABOO to me.
I hate to think about this.
I remember spending the 6th of January crying over this.
Morning cry.
Afternoon cry.
Night cry.
Whole day cry.
CRY CRY CRY!
WHAT THE.
But there were other reasons.
I'll stop talking about this now.
Its TABOO.








AILEEN!













































most importantly,
I need you.

Okay.
I AM SO BORED.
My sis chased me out of my parent's room while I was watching tv.
Meanie D=
I'm thinking about food now.
Blame DH for mentioning about cereal ><
I started thinking about cold cereal with milk...mmm!!
And then I started thinking about Singapore food
Which reminded me of the hor fun I didn't eat D:!
All of you in s'pore must be eating -.-
Regina, if you're reading this,
PLEASE don't bother tempting me.
But you'll most likely do it anyway ):
I miss you guys already!
Clarissa and Young Eun left today ):
Melody also leaving...
Annabelle left on wednesday T.T
Yan Ping left during the weekend D:
Kim and Me in shanghai ><
Ji Won, we gotta meet up!!
Bring Teresita, Sarah, Natalie, Sally!! :D
And perhaps Sophy too (:
Miss you guys!!
But no way am I going to Brilliance ><
I don't feel like posting now.






aileen(:











可以不要吗？

I just felt like posting today.
So...the holidays have officially started.
I bet it'll be boring.
I'm stuck here!

No Regina and Ruben D:
No Friends D: Kim is here but I want ALL OF YOU :D
No warmth from Singapore.
No bla bla.
No short sleeves and shorts.
No singapore food. (I didn't eat hor fun when I went back -.- wa lao I mis it!)

I'll be watching dvds lol.
Clarissa lent me Ugly Betty Season 2 and Friends Season 1-10 :DDD
Thank you so much Clarissa!! :D
Ily! :)

I don't even wanna think of the pile of math hw I got -.-
At least its algebra xD

I have lots of dramas to watch xD

1. Ugly Betty S1&2
2. Friends S1-10 T.T
3. The Secret Life of the American Teenager - I'm finishing! :D
4. Gossip girl Season 2
5. The Japanese drama which I can't remember the name T.T
6. Boys Before Flowers!!
7. Heroes Season 3

And, I have Breaking Dawn to read :D
Thanks Young Eun! :D
Ily! :D

gonna finish up my show :D




aileen :D!

Haven't posted for a while I think.
Back here already.

I feel emo again.
I really miss you.




Silly me.
huh.

I don't know.
I feel like I'm going crazy. or... I don't know.

But, sigh...

I really really miss him.



To those who are together with someone now yet you say you are lonely...

If you're lonely, then what am I?

But I do understand your kinda lonely...

sigh...
I don't know.
I'm gonna cry.



I only know that I miss you.
I also know that I really **** *** ****.


I can't even tell you now...
Everything I wanna say is in codes now.
I wanna know what you're thinking...
Do you still......?
What am I thinking?
sigh ...



I see 11.11
Does that mean anything...?







aileen de xin qing bu hao.












I miss you...

NOOOOOOOOOOO~!
I'm sick ):
Got fever...
hai, it started from last night I think.
Felt so hot T^T
Then this morning, body ached alot.
Even my toes! D:
And I had no appeitite :X
Mum gave me panadol.
But I suck at swallowing pills! D:
I finished the whole cup of water and I still had the pill in my mouth D:
Bitter!
Sis laughed at me and called me a sucker.
-.-!
I just felt like lying down.
Got ready to go to Marina Square.
Uncle was buying camera.
I went to cd shop.
And all of a sudden,
SOMEONE scared me from behind! D=
wa lao, so mean!!!
I screamed and my heart was beating so fast -.-
MEAN!
According to my cousin, 14 ppl were crowding around the counter looking at my uncle buy his camera...
haha, we whole family xD
Then, followed my cousins' family to vivo!
I like the store National Geographic (:
So cool! :D
There was the horse thing.
I thought it was a giraffe..:X
I couldn't find my cousins D:
They thought I fainted.
At that time, I felt weak T.T
Went to arcade :D
But I wasn't in the mood to play bball.
Then played a game with Ruben which Regina found retarded.
Had to hit the fish.
Then we had to throw balls into the mouth :D
Then...played one round of the grabbing softtoy game.
No toy D:
Went to Pet Safari ;D
The maltese was so cute !
Kept barking at the silky terrier outside xD
lol then we covered the maltese's view so that it couldn't see the silky xP
It barked even more! :D
haha, it was mean but funny xD

Regina told her parents that I have a boyfriend.
She told my aunt and uncle that:
He is korean.
He has curly hair.
He is hot.

HARHAR, YEAH RIGHT.
I DO NOT HAVE ONE!!!
><

And then, my aunt and uncle said that now, must concentrate on your studies, don't get involve in this...
Just like my parents.
Well, at least my mum.
-.-
lol, I remembered that day in Mirama, Regina was telling me that its ok to have a bf.
Then on my right, my uncle said no.
xP
It was like Angel and Devil x)
But I think that my cousin is the angel.
And my uncle is the devil.

'Its okay to have your heart broken.'
'At least you gain experience.'
-Quoted from Regina Lee.

I agree.


Dinner- didn't eat that much.
I had no appetite.
Oh, and since my family won't be around during CNY,
My family and relatives had an early REUNION DINNER!
So nice :D
Then we used our chopsticks and brought the noodles up as high as possible for good luck (:
I forgot what's it called D:
But it was fun (:
Though I didn't eat the beehoon and the ingredients inside.

The dinner ended with ice cream, Ruben not sure whether the ice cream was durian or not, Regina complaining about durian ice cream,me being cold, my sis nearly fell off her chair, us laughing at her, hugging, byebyes. x)

It was a fun day (:


AHHH, I LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

See you guys on...May? April? Aug?
Me not sure.




Aileen(:!

Gimme a smile :D

Returning to school on tuesday.
Currently worried over hw: science report and art portrait! OMG! D: DIE LIAO.


Think happy! :D


imy...):










mei le?

It was boring yesterday.
Good thing was I bought glitter glue :D
Gold and Fushia? :D
And mechanical pencils.
I still remember last yr,
a teacher borrowed mine,
and NEVER RETURNED D=

Moral: Don't bring mechanical pencils to school.

Ok, that's lame.

Oh, and I bought some snacks to add to my stash xP
HOHO,its a secret on where I hide my snacks :D
Its in my room though.

My sis thought special was better than academic...


Today,
I'm gonna go to Mirama later!
YAY!!!!
I'm gonna take pictures of the food I ate :D
Wa lao, gonna get fat -.-
But nvm la!
Back in shanghai don't eat so much x)

Oh and I just heard that I am most probably going back to school on tuesday (:/):
Dunno whether to be sad or happy :X
hai...MY MATH LESSONS, MY ENGLISH PRESENTATION !!!
SO FREAKING DEAD.
And I have to go back to school to collect my hw D:
argh.
Missed so many math lessons already...
damn...
Hopefully I won't die.








aileeeeeeeeen=P






ahhhhhhhhhhh,I miss you guys ):



ni hui xiang wo ma? -.-

Before the wedding...
went to Tangs and ate xD
Drank Jollibean's soya bean milk (:
ahhh, missed it :D
Then, went to Marriot.
I drank soft drinks the whole time I was there T.T
Sugar! D=
Saw the bride and groom.
Didn't say anything to them T.T
Not that close.
Finally cousins came :D
I touched Regina's expensive vest :D
She said I have to pay 50dollars D:
but, no way I'm paying her! xP
Ruben just played DS lol
Everyone was wearing so formal xD

Inside,
I love the decorations, and the lights, and the cake.
Above each table, there's light :D
It changes :D
I told my sis and regina to get ideas for their wedding xD
So bored.
watch the slideshow of their wedding pics.
BUT, they kept repeating till I decided not to watch it.
Oh, and I started to get horny xD
I'm not saying its good...
But everytime I see REGINA,
I become like that! :D
I'm not to blame xD!
then there was the wedding procession,
cut the cake.
food came.
it kinda sucked.
In my wedding,
I WON'T BE SERVING THAT KINDA FOOD!
I'll have italian food, american food, japanese food, korean bbq, hk food, s'pore food,filipino food :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Went to washroom with regina and alison...
Regina was a spy o0...
The toilet was free! :D
took pictures.
Went outside and took more pictures.
:D
those 2 siao ppl wanted to jump down.
Freaked me out! D:
Went back into the ballroom to find there was chicken!
oh then they took it away! D:
THAT WAS THE BEST FOOD!!
Haha, then aunt told them to give us :D
yay xD
after that, got slideshow of them from young to old.
so different.
and they the wedding pics of their parents :D
lol, ppl were laughing.
I was shocked.
And, their parents walked down the aisle like they were getting married :D
So cool.
there were wolf whistles xD
then the yum seng.
lol, it was funny xD
ate, talked etc.
Then took pics before we left:DDDDDD





aileeeeeeeeen =P!!!

People, I'm in S'pore now :D
Jealous much?
Haha, I'm not mean x)
Freaking tired T.T
I freaked out at the airport -.-
Nearly hyper
But that's me :D
Sms-ed Kim, but she never reply! D:
I needed to talk to someone so that I didn't freak out so much :X
My sis just told me 'Jie, stop trying to change the subject.'
Whatever ):
Finally on the plane.
Ate, watched tv, slept.

In S'pore, when collecting our bags,
my family kept waiting for our other luggages and boxes to come in.
Waited so long and it turned out that some helpful person took it out for us already.
haiyo, at least tell us.
Took uncle's van and went home :D
Now, waiting for dad to come back with carrot cake xD!
Quickly come back ! :D


ummm...
Annabelle is gonna sell me at the market for 3 yuan! D:
INCLUDING MAINTAINENCE D:
So sad, I thought I was worth more than that? ):
Like at least 10 million dollars xPPPP
That is so cheap! :D
Includes maintainence xD
So anyone wanna buy me? :D
I'm sure I'll have lots of offers =P















aileeeeeeeeen! :D






HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!



oh btw, I may be staying in s'pore longer.
Kim, don't hate me D:

hoho, didn't post since last Sunday :D
No time :x
Monday was dead boring.
Yesterday, can't really remember.
Today :D
Went to Finance office with Clarissa (:
She brought so much money! $$$~!
I like the machine thing...

Met Melody and Young Eun at Seamo Kiosk.
And you know we saw? xD
COUPLES PENS!
So cute :D
Since me and Clarissa are a couple,
we bought a pair:D
Its a LOCK & KEY (:
But apparently, Melody has some ideas about it...
Melody and Young Eun also got a pair :D
Theirs when join together is 2 crecents kissing :D
haha, ours better :D!
Not very les.
Then I was trying to get Melody to say her opinion of LOCK & KEY.
So sick T.T

Went downstairs again...
Argh, I got freaked out.
lol But it was damn funny.
Sorry, this one can't write here.
Cause there are ppl I dunno who are reading this.
I didn't know!
Then I looked back.
Wrong decision when someone you're trying to 'hide' from is actually behind you.
And that person doesn't know you're 'hiding'.
Clarissa did warm me cause I asked her.
But too late T.T
Look back liao D=
I walked fast.
Damn, I'm so dumb.
Make it so obvious I'm 'hiding'.
To make things 'better',
we used the other staircase.
When we walked to the other staircase,
that person was there. -.-
at least the C.R was there already.
But in the end, I still faced the music...
It wasn't that bad.
:D


Today, I learnt that I'm very lousy at hiding from people.






aileen =P






I'm glad that we're friends (:







qing ni da ying wo;
yong yuan bu yao li kai wo~~~~~!!!










p.y.h.n.p.y, w.b.g.

n.z.y.z.w.d.s.b,w.j.h.k.x.l ^-^

I Need You
Westlife



Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
Baby,baby,
I'm here for you,

I don't know why,
why i did those things to you,
what went through my mind,
And i don't know why,
why i broke your heart in two,
guess that i was blind,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
just one more time,baby...

And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,

Guess i've been a fool,
Now i can see the price to pay,
I can't run and hide,
Cause i'm loosing you,
and my chances slipped away,
with each time i lied,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
One more time,
oh yeah

And i swear,(and i swear)
I'll be there,(i'll be there)
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true(i'll be true)
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,

Baby,
Living without you,
will tear me apart,
When i know how it could have been,
But i don't care what it leads to,
let's make a new start,
and give love a chance to win,
cause,baby i swear,

Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
anytime you want me to,
Yes i swear,
Baby, baby,
I'm here for you,
don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (i need you)

And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (cause i need you)

And i swear,(you know i'll be)
I'll be there,(i will be there)
(i swear) I'll be true,(i will be true)
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you,
Yes baby i need you.......













































A needs you...

I regret it.
I shouldn't have said that to you.
Now, you're just gonna do that too...
I'm such a fool.
Why did I say that?!
AILEEN LIM MAY LING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What the hell?!
Why did you do that for?!
That's not even the truth.
Who said I'm gonna do that?!
I won't stop till you stop.
That's the only thing in my head now.
I WON'T STOP TILL YOU STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My *** would probably kill me for doing this ><
But I just **** you too much already.
I can't just stop now.
w.h.b.n.w.j.n...
Now, I have the habit of writing in codes-.-
I wanna tell you, but I can't.
You'll just think I'm nuts for doing that.




Please don't...
I beg you.










I.s.l.y...
And, I won't stop till you stop.

So many things happened during the past 3days?
-.- Damn...
I don't blame _____.
But at least I understand everything now, well most of it, that's why I'm not so upset.
Cried like shit -.-

You know what I found out?!
I found out that I ATTRACT GIRLS!! :DDDD
Yesterday in class, Annabelle and Joanna sat down on the floor and they sang to me 'More than Words'!!
Love song you know xDDD
And, today, Melody wrote me a LOVE LETTER :DDDDDDDDDD
So touched by all of them (:
I'll remain cheerful for everyone k? (:
AILEEN LIM MAY LING IS NOT THAT WEAK! xD
You guys really rock you know (:
I love you!! :DDDD





I still have those biscuits...
Don't know whether it'll still have that sweet taste...







aileen(:

It hurts to think about it.
I'm scared that I will have to experience it all again.
I just hope and pray that, no matter what happens in the future..
We won't let it separate us.









A<3u.

Back in school already :D haha, almost everyone was not pleased with that. I'm one of the odd one out (: School was ok? haha, felt so sleep after lunch. form t. didn't come today...:D But we got Ms **** and I was dead bored. Hopefull tomorrow will be a better day ^-^ See, Must think positive =P And yes, I will always be happy no matter what.

In the bus, I wonder whether anyone has ever gotten this feeling that they have enough power to do something...Cause it just happened to me...I just felt that I could really do it. Some would say, is it worth it? What if you regret later? But, I 'm willing to do that. I just **** you alot. And I am most probably ready to start ______ you with all my heart. I'm still not sure about it though...Does this mean I'm not ready? -.- Its confusing me again. I think I'll talk to you tomorrow...That is if I actually have the courage to bring up this topic =.= Hey, everyone, EVERYONE is not that bold in this area right? So I guess I'll try(: ! But, how to even start -.- I was so clear earlier and now so blur again. I guess that's just me :X haha, anyway, A AAAAAA AAAA AAA AAAA (:


hehe, its in code~! The AILEEN code :D










A<3** (:

Finally, we're starting school tomorrow :D
I bet many of us are disliking it...

I still feel so dead. Slept at most probably 2 and woke up at 9 ):
Dunno why, last night I already felt so tired but I keep thinking until can't sleep x:
One hour later.....
still awake =.=
Even the heater timer thing gone off already.
And I woke up in the middle of the night, freaking cold so had to switch on heater again T.T
Oh and later at 7+,woke up again, so noisy outside -.-
Slept.... and at 8, mum woke me up. Just Great.
Went back to sleep but didn't sleep well T.T!!

Shoot, now my bed is a disaster.
The quilt got folded in the cover.
Too lazy to un-fold it.
But I cleared my stuff yesterday :D
Everyone should envy my desk xD
BUT, don't look at the sofa bed or my bed.
and the floor.

My stomach feels empty. I need some cookies. Famous Amos :D



You know what, it has been Sixty Days! :D
I feel really happy (:
=P
When tuesday comes, its 2M! :D






aileen(: <3 u.






Icanfinallyseeyoutomorrow(:

It makes me laugh :D








aileen(: <3 u.

On tuesday, my mum and I bought baby things for my bro's baby :D
I realise I like baby clothes especially the shoes xD
Its so small and cute ^^
Annnnd I wanna go to Toys R' Us to buy a toy for my nephew xP
I'm such a proud aunt right? xD
Sadly I'm not gonna be there when he's born D:
Around feb 26 :D
I'll ask my bro to send pics xD




aileen(: <3 u.

I'm too lazy to blog today :X
See Annabelle, I'm lazy D:
haha no la, I'm tired today T.T
Ok, gonna go eat my Famous Amos Cookies now :D



aileen(: <3 u.




P.S I miss you ):

Love...
What is it?

There's Puppy love.
What is it?

I don't think they should be classified into two. Cause basically, its still love. Puppy love is more innocent? I believe all love is innocent. I think love makes someone feel younger, happier, more glow-ey. Many adults act childish infront of their partners. Even parents. But I think for love to grow and be strong, it takes time. I don't really understand love yet...Its still something really new to me. But whatever feeling I have now, I cherish it like I never cherish anything before. I don't think its love yet, but as time goes by, I think it will become love. As teenagers, we also say 'I love you'. Adults will think that we're too young and immature to say that yet. I'm not sure whether its wrong to say 'I love you' when you don't love the person yet but if you really like someone alot, you just feel like saying 'I love you' to that person. So, is it love? Its confusing me. For me, I think saying 'I love you' to someone you really like alot is ok. Love is complicated...its still a difficult thing for many of us to understand. Some of us would go to websites and search of it definition. But I think its impossible to understand love with words. Its an unexplainable feeling. When there is love, miracles happen. Noone knows the reason for it. Its a kinda power it posseses.




aileen(: <3 u.


Love you ^-^