Jade Garden was dead boring.
Regret going there T.T
It was so crowded with people smoking.
I just bathed ):
People just shoved me around.
My dad was forcing my sis and I to take pics which we refused.
So he just annoyed us by taking pics when we aren't looking.
..............................!
Good thing was my dad bought my sis and I dougnuts which were so delicious :D
My mum said that she bought them before and I didn't eat them...:X
Next time I'll definitely eat :D

Oh there was a shop which looked really sweet and innocent.
Until my sis pointed out that they were selling condoms... D:
And those cute things which could move from side to side,
the head was a condom! D:
I went inside the store, and saw that they were selling condoms in different flavours T.T
Suddenly, the store didn't seem that innocent. ):










Now, I'm just scared to be alone with my mum.
In case she gives me the talk.I really shouldn't have asked her about that...knowing her past reaction. I thought friends were ok? I guess now its not. I'm scared that she wouldn't trust me now... I guess I'll just have to wait till I'm 17. My mum may seem really mean and fierce to you but she really isn't. I don't blame her for doing this, I don't feel angry or anything. She just wants to protect me cause she loves me too much (: That part I understand but I'm just scared she wouldn't trust me. Cause I wouldn't do anything to disappoint my mum. or my dad. I think they prefer me as a 7 year old. I'm sure my dad does. During dinner, he still gives me food when its right infront of me -.- Love is really strong right? But I just hope that they'll also realise that I'm growing already. I'm not 7 years old anymore. I'm gonna be 14 in less than 2 months. And even though I'm 14, I'm not gonna do anything stupid or crazy. I'm willing to listen to them. I'm not gonna get a boyfriend. I'm not gonna go out with guys if I'm gonna be the only girl around. I'm just gonna be the girl who will work hard to get into a good school and in the future, a good uni. A bf can be after I'm 17. :D




aileen (:


Its definitely impossible.