Only 52 more days till I'm 14!
Haha, I know some of you will say that I'm crazy, but I really like birthdays (:
Last year's birthday was great x)
When my friends wished me I felt really happy x)
And I still do :D
But many things have happened since I turned 13:X
Serious.
I think once you become a teenager, things like those happen...
Kinda scary.

One moment I was a care free 12 year old girl having my 2 bestas in xh, and the next thing I know, I became a S1, I needed to go to a new campus, I was in a different class from my 2 bestas, I had to make friends with people I never knew. But you know what, it was great. It was great meeting new friends and becoming closer to those I wasn't close to in P5 and P6.

In the beginning of the year, I was always saying how it sucked that I was placed in a different class from my 2 best friends, how I wanted to change to Ruby so badly cause I didn't really know anyone. So the first few months were a bit tough. But afterthat, I got through it. (: I made so many new friends and I finally felt comfortable x) It rocked!

lol and I also remembered how I felt that my cca sucked, but later on, when everyone was so much closer, we talked the whole lesson xDDD And that time during class, I made one very good friend (: Who always seem to make me laugh all the time. Thanks for partnering me though I was a girl xD haha, its good that you're not sexist xD I started to tell you all my secrets and what was going on, and you would tell me things too x) haha and you asked me why girls like branded stuff xD you said it was just a brand. girls are like that I guess :X oh and that time when all of them said that they were plotting a plan against me D= and you agreed to walk downstairs with me x) Thank you~ (: I don't think I can ever lose you. I don't even wanna think of that day that I might lose you...cause I think my heart will just sink.

Then S2 started. It started out really sucky. I had that really horrible *******. September had to be the worst month ever. We were in different classes T.T at that time, I really did wish that we would be in the same class (: Things would be different, it would seem just like in S1 ! :D We seldom spoke to each other, other than those times we saw each other in the corridor, staffroom etc~ Thanks to msn, we were still good friends xD lol, everytime we talked we would be laughing xD I still remember that convo :D

But that convo started to give me new.....********. I forgot about every other person. Slowly, I really started to ____ ___ ___. when I see you, I started to see you differently. I think you kinda changed. It was no more of that person I saw you last year. The laughing was still there but in 3 months, you really changed :X Damn, I really did ____ ___ __. One day, I remember telling kim about it, she laughed T.T She said the reason was that she was glad :X ... And on that sunday, I really had to tell already. I couldn't take it anymore. I was so nervous D: But I still laughed T.T
The next day, Kim dragged me to the gym. I nearly died T.T really. But I couldn't do it. So I said after school. When I wanna do smt, I DO IT. so after school, I did. And at first, it was so weird T.T My mind was just blank :X Then you said it. I was smiling like an idiot to myself. xD But you know what, that was the best day of my life!!!~ I couldn't believe it. I was so lucky. (: haha then the next day, kim told me. I was blank again :X Only when I returned to the bus and everything struck to me. I WAS SUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my ans of course yes lol. And on thursday, (wed was the nervous day and planning day -.-) kim told you. when I was standing right there T.T Kim is always like that T.T but on that evening, I was really really happy...^-^ And everything just started to unfold. I really felt comfortable and I was feeling really happy. Super Duper Ultra Mega =P


Now...everything is over. But I hope that our friendship will always stay, and that things will just be like last time. But I feel that I'm getting kinda confused. How was it like last year? I still feel as if that was still happening. You act as if nothing has happened, like nothing has changed. I really don't know. Or perhaps its just me. I am the one who is causing the tension for my own self. I don't think I can bring myself to forget you yet. But I hope that things quickly become like how it was in S1 (: I will never forget you you know =P




Sorry that this is really long :X
I just started writing and writing...
Hopefully you guys didn't read all.
You might not return to my blog ever again lol








aileen! :D