Wednesday, 25 March 2009Y
I think I'm gonna cry. I hate it. Its happening and there's nothing I can do. You're not going back, I'm sure of that. How can things be so good? No such thing I tell you... I'm fucking sad right not. My eyes already have freaking tears. what the hell, I just have to control it. I don't want to be explaining to my mum again. Who's gonna help me? I don't want to hear ppl say that 'just cherish the time you have now and be glad that you are with him' GOSH, like wtf? I don't want anything to end. I don't ever want to leave you. You are my life and soul. You're my everything. Tomorrow is our first month... I was happy till I read smt... I remembered last jan, when it was our 2nd month, I was feeling the exact same way. Why does this have to freaking happen?! The thought of this is like a frigging stab in the heart. Knowing that many ppl believe that long distance relationships don't work suck too. fuck it all. After this, what the hell is gonna happen? Can you give me a hug right now? please...? Damn, my throat is hurting. Trying to hold back tears is really difficult. I don't want us to end like that. I don't ever want us to end. I love you...alot. I remember all the times I spend with you. How could I ever forget? Those times are the times where I'm at my happiest. I remember the first time I told you that I like you. I still remember the two words what you said after that. I still remember what you said when you were at the staircase. I remember when you gave me the first present you ever gave me. I remember those lunch times we spent together eating doritos and talking. I remember those times where you said love you. I remember that day before x mas break. I remember that time when you first held my hand and all those times you held my hand. I remember the time when you told me that you still like me. I remember everything you said. I remember that day at the second floor garden. I remember...everything about you, I remember. Always and forever. I love you.
ends at Wednesday, March 25, 2009