woohoo~
i just announced to my msn contact list that I freaking miss him to bits.
wow.
...............................
i'm not in a very good mood.
thank goodness i can be high to get rid of these thoughts.
i like crying
no correct that.
i LOVE it.
I ENJOY IT.
yay~~
what the hell..?
what am i doing?!
he's gonna hate me for doing this ><
i can't help it.
i miss you.
why is it that some guys can go on for many days without spending time with the person they're with?
i'm not complaining.
oh well, they also have their own friends to spend time with.
hmm....
its so fun you know.
being emo and everything.
don't know what the heck am i doing...
shut up!!!
just shut up!!!
i cried today.
at the 2nd floor.
yay~
to hell with it.
i freaking cried!
i hate it when i cry.
at least it didn't get swollen this time.
oh crap oh crap oh crap.
would you be happier if i'm not with you?
i don't know.
i hardly saw you these days that i didn't get a chance to pass you the present i bought for you.
There are times like after school before school.
but i don't just wanna rush into giving you ><
i wanna like hand it to you properly...
lonely~ i am so lonely~ i have nobody~ all on my own~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i know thats not true :x