Sunday 13 September 2009Y
I feel so urgent! :XBut lazy to get my butt off the chair :DThere's nothing I can do right?To solve this thing.What hope is there...?Its not gonna be like the first time, where everything was perfect.I asked our friend to ask you who you like.Our friend told me it was me.I was so happy.I confessed to you.You asked me to be your gf.How perfect was that.Its all was now..Its also not gonna be like the second time right?I don't know whether I'm hoping for nothing.Holding on for nothing.I don't dare talk to you now.You don't talk to me either.Do you miss me?I know I definitely miss you alot.Perhaps more than the other times I missed you.It hurts to much..I miss you so much..Everytime I start thinking about the times we had together, I feel as if everything is going to be sucked out of me...I take a deep breath to get back on track.I don't know what to do...I knew but now I don't know...I wish everyone would come back soon.I want to see you guys again (:Miss you guys every single second, every single minute.
You're still the best thing which ever happened to me...
Hope you're happy wherever and what ever you're doing..
ends at Sunday, September 13, 2009
Thursday 10 September 2009Y
I don't know why but I just suddenly really miss him alot.This is so bad.I'm being quite dumb here..hai...Saw 11.11 just now.I've actually been seeing quite often these past few weeks.haha, wonder whether it means anything.but that number just gives you that inch of hope and warmth.Wonder what you're thinking.I really miss you alot. Can't even tell you now haha.Did you ever miss me since that day we bu?I guess I'll never ever find that answer from you, from anyone.Hope you're having fun there.Can't be that bad lol.You'll definitely like it there.Can totally picture you there.oh well, jia you..-----------------------------------------------------------------------The dream I had, made me realize that I had to move on.And I will eventually.There's gonna be another guy out there who will make my heart beat fast just like how he did.There's gonna be another guy who will make me happy.Be my superhero...-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------After that dream, I started thinking alot.hai...Don't know la.I'm just trying to clear my thoughts.I know what to do but I don't know whether I really want to do that...Many would say that that is the thing you are SUPPOSED to do.Cause its the ''right'' thing.I guess it is?I don't want to move on till he does?People say its a waste of time.haha why waste of time?Its not like I'm gonna miss out on meeting someone.I stay at home, watch tv, use comp, do revision, read books, sleep, eat.A couch potato's life.I sure can't wait to go to school.Make friends, study hard, make my parents proud, make myself proud, do something useful...I can't wait till I finish the test x)Then get the results, send in my school choices and finally get my school!that'll be really great.something I'm looking forward to.post later.
ends at Thursday, September 10, 2009
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