Thursday, 10 September 2009Y
I don't know why but I just suddenly really miss him alot.This is so bad.I'm being quite dumb here..hai...Saw 11.11 just now.I've actually been seeing quite often these past few weeks.haha, wonder whether it means anything.but that number just gives you that inch of hope and warmth.Wonder what you're thinking.I really miss you alot. Can't even tell you now haha.Did you ever miss me since that day we bu?I guess I'll never ever find that answer from you, from anyone.Hope you're having fun there.Can't be that bad lol.You'll definitely like it there.Can totally picture you there.oh well, jia you..-----------------------------------------------------------------------The dream I had, made me realize that I had to move on.And I will eventually.There's gonna be another guy out there who will make my heart beat fast just like how he did.There's gonna be another guy who will make me happy.Be my superhero...-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------After that dream, I started thinking alot.hai...Don't know la.I'm just trying to clear my thoughts.I know what to do but I don't know whether I really want to do that...Many would say that that is the thing you are SUPPOSED to do.Cause its the ''right'' thing.I guess it is?I don't want to move on till he does?People say its a waste of time.haha why waste of time?Its not like I'm gonna miss out on meeting someone.I stay at home, watch tv, use comp, do revision, read books, sleep, eat.A couch potato's life.I sure can't wait to go to school.Make friends, study hard, make my parents proud, make myself proud, do something useful...I can't wait till I finish the test x)Then get the results, send in my school choices and finally get my school!that'll be really great.something I'm looking forward to.post later.
ends at Thursday, September 10, 2009